shooting the mayor

Posted by Jason on February 28, 2004

so today i decided to go to gavin newsom’s first town hall meeting in san francisco. i was there early and sat on an isle seat five rows back from the front. hundreds of people were in attendance. i shot the above image with my trusty holga, the best $20 i ever spent. i’ll do a proper scan after the negative dries.

the most intersting thing i found was one of his aides who was using a canon digital rebel. hold the camera up, snap, check out the lcd, delete. hold the camera up, snap, check out the lcd, delete. this guy must go through batteries like crazy. on one shot, he and i were both behind this woman who was facing forward and newsom was ahead of her. had i brought a proper camera, i would have taken a wide angle shot of her with newsom blurry in the background ahead of her. it would have been a great shot. but this guy was behind me: shoot, check, delete, shoot, check, delete. i almost stopped him and suggested the shot to take. i’m not sure any of his even turned out. it’s great that digital cameras speed image capture up, but it doesnt actually speed up humans.

toys

Posted by Jason on February 26, 2004

today i found a deal on a new 1U server; the price was good so i jumped on it. i grabbed some unused ram and picked up a pair of new disks. i can’t wait to get the machine moved to the colo.. it’s going to be very nice. i’ll move web and database servers to it, and leave email and shell users on the current machine. it should be fairly balanced. anyways, it will let me work on software without disrupting shell users. i will probably take the machine to the colo some time this weekend (when is jon installing his machine?). the new system has 4 times as much memory and 38% higher clock speed as the current system.

my apartment

Posted by Jason on February 25, 2004

in pictures…

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bathroom/darkroom

Posted by Jason on February 25, 2004

good, bad, …

Posted by Jason on February 23, 2004

a friend i took photos of came over after dinner so i could show him how i make prints. for some reason, i couldn’t focus. nothing came out. and i’ve printed from the same negative before, no problems. i apologized, showed him the microwave trick with prints, then took him home with some of the 5-sec-interval test prints for show and tell, along with the promise that i’d work on his prints.

now i have my first signed model release form.

branches outside my apartment

Posted by Jason on February 19, 2004

this is from the roll i shot the other day. delta 3200. i shot it at 1600 and developed in pyro for 18 minutes. the plastic lids on my developing canisters aren’t cutting it. i may keep my eye out for metal lids (will these work on my metal canisters?).. then i’ll be less skiddish about inversions.

i’ve decided my goal for the summer is to build up my body of work. shoot shoot. develop develop. print print. and the new thing — show show. i’m very slowly drumming up interest in my work.

my own taste in photography changes so much it’s difficult for me to pick any of my own work to show. but this summer my goal is to work around that. once i like an image, that’s it — it’s in my new collection.

i was in emeryville today. i saw a bunch of places that would be excellent for portraits.

pyro mania

Posted by Jason on February 18, 2004

today i shot a roll of delta 3200, shot at 1600. i shot it in the morning before it was fully bright out, during the day when it was very sunny and warm, and tonight when it was dark and partly cloudy. all this on the same roll. i developed the roll in pyro.. and the negative looks great! i cant wait to see how it looks on paper. probably scan some frames tomorrow morning.

box on the wall

Posted by Jason on February 17, 2004

i went out on a short walk while the rain was only misting. i was trying to shoot up a roll of film to have something to use for the pyro developer. my first roll came out interestingly. i got two good images from it..

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soln firsts..

Posted by Jason on February 16, 2004

tonight i developed my first roll using a pmk pyro solution. i also used plain water for stop this time, since an acidic stop bath counteracts the pyro. the roll looks pretty decent. i’ve heard so much good stuff about pyro. we’ll see.

on walls..

Posted by Jason on February 16, 2004

this morning i went to my favourite coffee shop in a less hurried mode. i took a little time to show michael two of my cameras: the pentax and the rolleicord. he asked me when i was going to show nick (the coffee shop owner) my work so i can get it displayed on the walls. blush. when i have more work to show, i said.

current obcession: 8×10 cameras

mom and pop.. the proprietors or the customers?

Posted by Jason on February 13, 2004

for almost a decade now, i’ve run a server that provides email accounts, web site hosting, and unix shell access. for a long time, it’s become the one ‘place’ on the internet i depend on. other people have come to depend on it as well. i’ve never charged anybody for any service i provided on my machine. i’ve never enforced any limits, either (until recently– that’s another story). the largest website i host takes up about 500 megs of disk space. my server’s had a variety of homes, as well. it started on a dedicated 56k dialup line. it moved as i moved, living on adsl and sdsl lines of my own and those of friends who put up with my machine living in their domicile. recently i moved it to a colocation facility in fremont, where it has a great low-latency fast connection. it’s really evolved a lot.

why do i run this and pay for it all? i think there are two main reasons. the first: education. running the service has taught me a lot about living on the internet. i manage unix systems professionally, so this little machine is very doable for me. it’s a place i can try new software on.. practice upgrades and enhancements and see what happens. i think it’s made me a more competent sysadmin at work, and i think my work has made me a more competent hosting server sysadmin. the second reason is very personal. i think it’s about control. my server is my own little universe. i exert full control and can do anything i want. i own the machine, i pay for its connection, and i say whether it lives or dies. i have none of the political or beaurocratic limits i have at work. i have no service level agreement or guarantee. i guess it gives me a sense of purpose. outside of work, people are happy to use free services i provide. and it boosts my ego a lot. people i know get decent, free service, and i get my own selfish desires fulfilled.

until i really think about it. for a quarter of what i pay, you can get a dedicated machine with a much higher bandwidth allocation and a service level agreement. what? why on earth am i paying so much for so little, then? this comes up in my brain once in a while. this week it hit pretty hard. sometimes it seems futile to do what i do and to pay what i’m paying to do it. i’ve been losing more “customers” as i’ve been gaining over the past year. usually they leave without telling me. then i realize there’s all this content on my server and dns and web configuration that’s idle. then i have to track them down and ask if they’re still needing it. “oh, ya i moved months ago” is usually what i hear back. thanks. some users actually make me feel appreciated. but those are few these days.

so why don’t i setup a more manageable service and charge money for it? there’s no way i can compete with web hosting companies out there. ya, there’s a market for this stuff still. i don’t have a service level agreement with my provider, so there’s no way i could offer one down-stream. my machines have always been pretty solid/stable, but what good is that when their connection to the world is down?

i figure in a year or two the only people using my system will be me and the people who forgot to tell me they’ve moved their sites and content elsewhere. i will be paying a significant bill every month or something my own ISP would provide me for free. i will be the master of an empty universe.

it’s weird how this song fits so well. ich zieh mich zuruck.. in mein kleines universum.. ich nehme neimand mit, in mein kleines universum..

inside..

Posted by Jason on February 11, 2004

i fixed the film advance lever on my kiev-60 this week. i thought i’d share this picture of the gears inside before i put the body back together.

mein kleines universum

Posted by Jason on February 03, 2004

gonna take my mind off things for a while. burying myself in darkroom work tonight. how could i say it any better::


In meinem kleinen Universum
Ist nichts, wie es sonst ist
Ich atme tief trotz Vakuum
Wie habe ich das vermisst
Die Sterne, die ich sehe,
Geh

it wobbles when i drive..

Posted by Jason on February 03, 2004

so i’ve been fascinated with old cameras for some time now. i’ve been eyeing twin lens reflex cameras (TLRs) for some time because of their size and having a leaf shutter (quiet!). i found a deal on an old rolleicord v on craigslist and decided to go for it.

i met this dutch woman in the west portal district of san francisco. she showed me the ins and outs of this camera. the camera was in good shape, and everything seemed cool. we exchanged the camera and money. we parted ways and i had to try out my new camera.

i used my small handheld meter and walked around the neighborhood with the camera. the first several shots i used on one subject at different speeds/apertures to test the camera. worked okay. the screen was a little dim so it was a little difficult to focus at first, but i quickly got used to it. i took some more shots around with it. a woman passing by said to me her father left her a camera just like mine. i told her i had just bought it and how fun it was to use.

i finished up my first test roll and came home. i immediately developed the first roll, and it seemed to be okay. once i had film out of the camera, i fired the shutter at the slower speeds. it sounded way off.. but i do my best to not shoot that slow anyways.

the first roll seemed a bit underexposed. i was able to compensate when i scanned the frames in, and the resulting images turned out okay to me. maybe i’d have to adjust by a stop (or so) on the next roll to see how that worked out (for me, it’s easier to adjust the speed on my meter.. less thinking that way).

anyways.. i shared my scanned images online. everybody liked them. i was pleased with them. i was proud of my new purchase, and my scans seemed pretty crisp.

today i decided to ask someone about getting a different screen for it. i decided to introduce myself to this local camera repair shop. i guess i should have expected what happened next.

the gentleman at the shop suggested i make do with the original screen. he said the newer screens are brighter but have less contrast, which makes it difficult to focus in low light situations. he informed me that beattie screens are crap and, after consulting with one of his cohorts, it would cost me at least $140 for an rz screen, whatever that is. incidentally, that’s how much i paid for the camera.

then things got bad quickly. the guy asked if he could check out the focus on the camera. he took it into the back to examine it. he said the infinity was off by different amounts on both lenses.

then it came down to CLA. it would take half a day to fix/adjust it properly, at seventy dollars an hour. the older gentleman told me he typically doesn’t charge more than two hundred dollars, even though it takes him half a day to work on these cameras.

they also said it’s good to have a rolleicord, which takes comparable pictures to its younger cousin, the rolleiflex, which is more expensive to work on because of its complexity.

i tied up our conversation ends and parted. i was in deep thought on the way out. hadn’t i just shot a roll of film with this camera? did i mention this to them? two at least two of them. didn’t it turn out okay? how did this turn into a more-than-two-hundred-dollar ordeal?

then an idea popped into my mind. one of these guys said he’d been repairing cameras for some fifty-odd years. they see a young guy with an old camera come in. ca-ching! maybe it’s unwarranted for me to assume it’s age discrimination. or compare it to a car-ignorant consumer bringing his honda accord into a foreign car repair shop. or a sheep strolling, unaware, into the wolves’ den.

maybe i will do some more reading. i have so many questions. is it worth it to spend $200+ on this camera? can i buy a similar CLA’d camera for as much as i’d end up spending and just shelf this one?

it reminds me of the camera club i’m a part of. i am clearly much younger than anybody else (someone mentioned picking up a camera in the 1930’s?!!?). but when prints go up for critique by the guest judge, everything else is put aside. but taking my old rolleicord back from this gentleman, i felt helpless. i drop my honda home from the repair shop and wondered if fixing the wobble is worth it.

update: if i was made to feel like this is a good idea and worth the investment (instead of this old guy is ripping off a naive kid), maybe i wouldn’t have had such a knee-jerk reaction.

parking.

Posted by Jason on February 02, 2004

tonight anthony pointed out that, sitting on his couch with my laptop, i didn’t move at all for like six hours. oops.

‘cord..

Posted by Jason on February 02, 2004

from the first test roll with the rolleicord. this is going to be a fun camera, i can tell.